Monday, October 30, 2006

Why am I not blogging?

Every day I go onto my own site. Every time I click on my Sites of Recent Interest. I check LifeHackers, I read BoingBoing. I read Table of Malcontents and Monkeybites on WiredBlogs. Now and then, when I see Penguin online, I go check her blog, leading to Vorlacks, my brudder in China and his stories - Pretty much are unpublished and below the cone of trust. I am happy that Kum is doing up his house.

But I do not know what to write. It has been 12 days since she has left for Singapore. Everyone that I met asked me where is she and to everyone I say, I am hoping that she will be back by Christmas. Hope.

I have sent the application forms for her residence to the IND. The Evil IND we say here. What to do? Wait and Why.

11 days ago, the key to my bike chain broke. I made a new key and it didn't turn the lock. I used the IKEA plier and the new key broke. That cost me 3 Euros. Well heck, I can just walk. For two thursdays, I went to a different bike shop in town. Shops open late only on thursdays here. They told me I need to go to the Police. Yesterday I went to the Police. The lady told me that they cannot do anything and would not want to see my breaking my chain, all cos I had no papers to prove that I bought the bike. I looked at the metal saw in the shop. Well heck again, I spent another 3.50 euros on a new key. It worked and I cycled to work today.

I have moved. Last night my neighbour's girlfriend's ex-husband threw a stone at my window. He wanted me to go over and wake her up cos she might be on sleeping pills. A loud and long "fight and tumble" session followed onsuite. The next morning, they were all celebrating my neighbour's birthday.

I have no Internet at my place now. I am doing Overtime everyday for 12 days. On weekends, I go to office to webcam with her. How much time do you spend with your love ones? Spend more.

So why am I not blogging? Perhaps I have no mood.

Anyway, the distance is long and last night I dreamt that I was running home. Dreams and hopes. What to do? So I guess I blogged again.

"...all good things must come to an end so that better things can follow..." I believe.

3 comments:

kum said...

That's right dude, always look on the bright side of life. Come on, just purse your lips and whistle...

oysterix said...

Yeah thanks man! Life goes on, on the brighter side usually...:)

I am happier today already

Anonymous said...

Hey cousin! Do appreciate litle things in life and it'll look so much better! Be thankful that there's technology (webcam, skype, msn, sms, fone, mms, emails). At least you're still contactable in real-time. *whistle*